Day 28-
What short term goals do you have?
To be totally clean for a full year.
Day 27-
Discuss any and all progress you’ve made.
I don’t cut on a daily basis anymore and I threw out most of my razors.
Day 26-
What is something that makes you most happy?
This is simple.Music.Music makes me most happy.
Day 24-
What are some main triggers?
It being mentioned,seeing a razor,and people asking how I got the scars.
Why?
Because talking about it reminds me of when I tried to talk myself out of doing it before I did it the first time.Razors because memories of all the times I’ve panicked over not finding one of my razors to cut.And last when people ask because every single memory comes back and my arm burns and crawls and criies for the razor as if it needs it.
Day 23-
What is your favorite inspirational quote?
Oooo this is tough.Erm I’d say at this current time it’s this one:
“Life isn’t about how popular you are,what girl or boy you’re dating,or who you know.Life is about always being true to who you are or what you believe in.Never let anyone convince you that their way is better than your way.In the end all we have are our hearts and our minds.This is the reason why we sing,this is the reason why we cry,this is the reason why we live.”
-Andrew Dennis Biersack
Day 22-
Where do you feel the most calm?
In my room with loud music and dim lighting.
Day 21-
Have you tried to stop in the past?
Yes.
What are you doing differently this time?
Blasting music(Black Veil Brides to be specific)when an urge comes.
